I miss someone who’s currently in Malaysia right now. I need that someone.

I know it’s selfish of me when I thought of why you had to go when I need

you at a time like this. But I don’t think like that already. I want you to have

your fun there. But when you’re back, I need to talk to you. My personality is

very weird. I’m hard to understand. No one can understand me except for yeah,

my sister. But you, yeah, even you know yourself that you can’t understand me

since I’m quite unpredictable. But you don’t have to tell me that you’re really

trying to understand me even how difficult it is and how difficult I can be. I

can see you trying and really, thanks so much for trying. But yeah, it won’t be

easy. It’ll take time. To you, it seems like as if I only took you for granted. And

that I only look for you when I’m desperate and need someone. I’m sorry.

To be honest, I guess you’re kinda right. Not really, but kinda. But I’m really

sorry and now, I need you, not because I just need someone right now. I need

you because, you really are one of the person that I really need. I’m sorry I’ve

always picked a fight with you. And that’s why we were always fighting. To tell

you the truth, I did that because, I know that you would not give up on me.

And that I know we will still be great friends again. I’ve never fought with someone

so much. Don’t think you’re unlucky because every fight I had with you, made me

trust you more. You are my good friend. Not my best friend, but almost there.

Hurry home, I need you. And, I love you.