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what it feels like having a vandalised heart
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Monday, May 18, 2009
hmm. i just feel bored yea. her msg replies sometimes feel so dull and u noe- like dowan to layan that kinda thing. but yeah.what to do. just bear. maybe this is just a test to be patient. anw, i agree with akmal, now like sec 3. everyone's only with their class. i want it to be like last year and sec one. hmm. time flies. fast. too fast and im so not following its pace. now, this moment, the feeling just sucks. its so different. no more like last time, a world of friends. now only a class of friends. yeah. it kinda feels like a plain life now. study, pray(well im trying to keep it to five a day), sleep, eat. n wake up again, thee whole cycle repeats. i cant get someone off my mind. yea, now when i look at my phone, like got no one to msg ready. i swear. ya, like akmal,me too, im just trying to be myself, but ppl dont like, like the whole world's against me. im just like living alone in this life now, its feels so plain and empty. feel like running away from this thing called life. but there's no way out. hmm.lets pray hard. yea, waiting for the day that i can tell her how much i feel for her. i'll be patient n keep waiting.
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