okay.
i get everything that you mean.
alright, love you too.
she said:
I miss someone who’s currently in Malaysia right now. I need that someone.
I know it’s selfish of me when I thought of why you had to go when I need
you at a time like this. But I don’t think like that already. I want you to have
your fun there. But when you’re back, I need to talk to you. My personality is
very weird. I’m hard to understand. No one can understand me except for yeah,
my sister. But you, yeah, even you know yourself that you can’t understand me
since I’m quite unpredictable. But you don’t have to tell me that you’re really
trying to understand me even how difficult it is and how difficult I can be. I
can see you trying and really, thanks so much for trying. But yeah, it won’t be
easy. It’ll take time. To you, it seems like as if I only took you for granted. And
that I only look for you when I’m desperate and need someone. I’m sorry.
To be honest, I guess you’re kinda right. Not really, but kinda. But I’m really
sorry and now, I need you, not because I just need someone right now. I need
you because, you really are one of the person that I really need. I’m sorry I’ve
always picked a fight with you. And that’s why we were always fighting. To tell
you the truth, I did that because, I know that you would not give up on me.
And that I know we will still be great friends again. I’ve never fought with someone
so much. Don’t think you’re unlucky because every fight I had with you, made me
trust you more. You are my good friend. Not my best friend, but almost there.
Hurry home, I need you. And, I love you.
malaysia trip was okay la.
this year was alot of water activities.
like a famosa and the hot water park.
and some others.
i love the seven story slide!
cik in so kental-.-
she went up alright.
she went down too, but by the staircase!she freaked out when we reached the top of the thing.
damn cool.
just that your garments will get squished.
undergarments too for that case.
hahaha.lol.
but seriously.
yeah.
had a room with syafiq.
the girls were bitching in one room.
and belly dancing!
so sads my cousin only includes one guy.
so many girls.
yeah.
one night syafiq was like watching Madu Tiga( P ramlee show)
he was like laughing.
alone.
i was busy on the psp.
heh.
NOTHING MUCH TO SAY.
but ALHAMDULILLAH.
nenek's safe.
she was sick on the way home.
in my family's car.
*anw, it was a convoy.3 cars.
yeah.
she was so weak.
i was so afraid of the worst.
i nearly cried.
nothing wrong with that.
i love you nenek.
though last time you always scold me.
now she's fine.
cause yesterday she said us saying the word hospital.
she jolted up.
cause she hates hospitals.
she doesn't wanna know what's wrong with her.
persuaded much.
THANK GOD.
love you, nenek.
at last.
i completed one prac paper of maths.
still got loads to go.
its about time i start doing.
3 weeks time and school starts.
i haven't even checked my timetable!
yes.
i can't stop saying that my holidays are boring.
i got some piano assessment cum performance this sunday.
i told my teacher i unprepared.
he say nevermind.
just do my best.
wtf.
it'll be a hell screw up.
okay.
gtg tuition.maths.
hope something interesting turns up someday.
to brighten up this aimless holiday.
new moon.it was a little disappointing.
the ending was so ubrupt.
'Bella, marry me.'
that's all.
but the werewolves were cool.
damn big.
so yeah, anw.
worked practically ever night.
the end of hols is drawing so near.
going kl i think, on the 18th.
got some piano performance on the 13th.
i think i wanna tell my teacher that i'm not ready and i wanna withdraw from it.
day in day out.
i do the same things everyday.
so boring.
buying new phone on the 12th i think.
my sis got hers ready.
mine on the way, i guess.
so yeah.
time's going too fast.
hey! hari raya haji was great.i did the chasing of the kambengs!
i teach you how.
first must pull one of the back legs.
then when it like stop struggling, must pull the front leg for eg.(if you pull the left back leg, you must pull the right front leg; vice versa)
then must pin it to the ground and hold the feet tight.
yes.
i thought i couldn't do it at first cause i have never done it before.
last year i did the skinning.
anw, both are fun!
don't worry kambengs, you'll be in a better place.
supposed to go nenek house but i didn't cause it ended around 6 plus.
anw, i was in the kambeng place, means everywhere is shit.
never wear boots also.
wee.
okay.
worked every night.
at simpang.
actually not work.
help my family stall there.
okay2.
that's all i guess.
can't wait for 3 dec!
new mooooon!
Hate. Does that mean anger?
If it does, then why do I feel hollow?
Pain. Does that mean suffering?
If it does, then why does it feel comforting?
Memories. Are they not images of the past?
If they are, why is there only shadows?
Smiles. Does that mean happiness?
If it does, then why does it hurt?
Life. What does it mean?
Should it mean any of these things?
If it doesn't, then why are they there?