what it feels like having a vandalised heart
Sunday, November 29, 2009
hey! hari raya haji was great.i did the chasing of the kambengs!
i teach you how.
first must pull one of the back legs.
then when it like stop struggling, must pull the front leg for eg.(if you pull the left back leg, you must pull the right front leg; vice versa)
then must pin it to the ground and hold the feet tight.
yes.
i thought i couldn't do it at first cause i have never done it before.
last year i did the skinning.
anw, both are fun!
don't worry kambengs, you'll be in a better place.
supposed to go nenek house but i didn't cause it ended around 6 plus.
anw, i was in the kambeng place, means everywhere is shit.
never wear boots also.
wee.
okay.
worked every night.
at simpang.
actually not work.
help my family stall there.
okay2.
that's all i guess.
can't wait for 3 dec!
new mooooon!
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Love. Is that what I crave?
If it is, then why can't I find it?
Hate. Does that mean anger?
If it does, then why do I feel hollow?
Pain. Does that mean suffering?
If it does, then why does it feel comforting?
Memories. Are they not images of the past?
If they are, why is there only shadows?
Smiles. Does that mean happiness?
If it does, then why does it hurt?
Life. What does it mean?
Should it mean any of these things?
If it doesn't, then why are they there?
Hate. Does that mean anger?
If it does, then why do I feel hollow?
Pain. Does that mean suffering?
If it does, then why does it feel comforting?
Memories. Are they not images of the past?
If they are, why is there only shadows?
Smiles. Does that mean happiness?
If it does, then why does it hurt?
Life. What does it mean?
Should it mean any of these things?
If it doesn't, then why are they there?
its been raining lately.everyday to be specific.
i've started to continue reading new moon since like;forever.
i've been like so into the book.
i was at page 30plus last night.
today around 200.wow.
can't wait for the movie to come out.
i've been staying home for four days straight since monday.
pathetic.
ironic clothes everyday.
thanks syafiq:) for the psp.
but only got fifa10.
idk where to download other games.
going out later.
follow my sis and aunt somewhere.
to buy accessories for her dress for her graduation thingy.
at least i'm going out.
-.-
homework undone.
idk what homework i have though.
ya.
holidays suck-.-
bye.
Friday, November 13, 2009
wow.
this is the end of camp BRIDGE.
actually not bad la.
the spiritmakers not bad.cheers to them.
probably joel rocked it.
okay.
i'm quite pissed la actually.
with alot of people.
my mum and dad scolded me.
my dad slapped me.
and kicked my ass. 2 times each.
but my fault la.
i shouted.
sorry la parents.
i won't do it again.
i guess.
need to study hard this hols.
omg mr low say like make me damn scared.
exactly one year to o's end.
but i'll still slack la.
try to study la kay fareez.
ergh.
shit.
night.
actually not bad la.
the spiritmakers not bad.cheers to them.
probably joel rocked it.
okay.
i'm quite pissed la actually.
with alot of people.
my mum and dad scolded me.
my dad slapped me.
and kicked my ass. 2 times each.
but my fault la.
i shouted.
sorry la parents.
i won't do it again.
i guess.
need to study hard this hols.
omg mr low say like make me damn scared.
exactly one year to o's end.
but i'll still slack la.
try to study la kay fareez.
ergh.
shit.
night.