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what it feels like having a vandalised heart
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
 hmm. i can't stop thinking. i'm sure akmal's thinking like-wtf. yea. today, ishouldn't have gone to sch. got a stupeed money talk for one hour then nth to do until the end of the school. what a waste. but haha. played murderer. organised by syak. haha. quite fun uh, i want to be murderer but always never get the card- ace. which means i'm the murderer(hahaXD own rules.) yea. that;s about it. hmm. i don't know who to express what's in the bottom of my heart now. i really don't know. i need to let it all out, but to whom, i don't know. i know there's someone that has the same feelings for her for a long time already. i'm sorry if u have any grudges against me. i'm really sorry. that feeling came naturally to me. i don't know why. but it did. i'm sorry n for everything i've done to u since we were in sec 1, i'm sorry. i know how u feel. i don't know how to express what i feel. seriously, i feel so plain now. and empty. yea. like the saying goes, patience is virtue. i'll be patient and hope for the best. 
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